tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37741077298746709242024-03-13T03:22:10.005+01:00orange and beyondAklimdan gecenler, ozlediklerim, sevdiklerim, sinir olduklarim, kisaca herseyburcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.comBlogger269125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-83917417747089274742015-11-15T04:15:00.002+01:002015-11-15T04:15:16.976+01:00Yeni seyler zamaniMerhaba,<br />
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Orda misin hala? Var misin? Ben tasidim, buraya http://kafamdakurduklarim.blogspot.com<br />
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Istersen gel, beklerim...<br />
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<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-9148673774014505592015-04-03T17:15:00.000+02:002015-04-03T17:15:00.779+02:00Kayahan3 dil biliyorum, Türkçe'de değil, başka iki dilde yaşıyorum her gün. Ortalama kaç dil konuşuyor bir insan bilmiyorum, ama bende durum bu. Her dilin bir limiti var bence, bir de sonsuzluğu. Türkçe duygu dili, sonsuzluğu orda. Limit yok duygularımızda. Türkler aşık olurlar çünkü, severler, ama bir de sevdalanırlar.<br />
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Acı çekmezler sadece, içleri yanar, damarlarında hissederler sevgiyi, hüznü. Gönülden severler bazen, kalpleri kırılmaz sadece, paramparça olur. Canları vardır, bedenlerinden ayrı, yanar. Sevinince yüzleri, gözleri gülmez sadece, güller açar, bazen gönüllerinde de...<br />
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Üzülünce boğazlarında bir şeyler düğümlenir, yüreklerine, ta derine oturur acılar, çöker adeta. Kahrolurlar, mahvolurlar, yok olurlar, ve yoktan var olurlar.<br />
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Şarkılar, şiirler de öyledir, "kıyametler kopar yüreklerde", sadece üzülmez insan, "düşeceksen bir gün düşüp ardıma, kula değil yüreğine sor beni" der. Arabesktir hayat, yürektir hayata ışık tutan, duygular tam gaz yaşanır, bazen bir ömür boyu sürer, bazen de alev gibi söner aniden, haber vermeden. Ama küller kalır hep, bazen küllerinde boğulur insan, bazen de yeniden doğar.<br />
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Ve bu karmaşık denklemde bir yerlerde bir Kayahan doğar bir gun, kendi duygularını yaşar en zirvede ve en dipte. Resimleriyle öpüşür sevdalısının, yeminler eder, dönemez, mutlu olur, sever, mutsuz olur, çöker. Gözlerine hapsolur sevdiğinin. Hasret çeker, çünkü hasret çekmek farklıdır özlemekten, özlem başka düşer yüreğe, hasret bambaşka.<br />
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O sevdikçe, ben kendimden bir şey bulurum, o yandıkça hasretle, yine derim ah işte ben, o hasret çeker, yine ben, o mutlu olur kendimi bulurum, "beni azat et" der, yine ben. Hiç "gel vefasız" dememiş olsam bile bu güne dek, o söylerken derim ki ah yine ben. Yaşamadığım duyguların bile nasıl olabileceğini bana hissettiren, milyonlara hissettiren adam, Kayahan!<br />
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Ve bugün, "sen gözyaşlarımdasın" Kayahan....<br />
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Seninle her şeye varım ben</div>
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Sen benim uğurlu yolumsun</div>
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Yıldızlara yürürüm seninle</div>
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Sen iste canım senin olsun</div>
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Bu şarkın, çünkü mutlu anmak istedim seni bugün.....</div>
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<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-51914484880489627752015-03-20T16:11:00.001+01:002015-03-20T16:11:45.990+01:00OtobusHava sicak ama hafif bir esinti var, balkondayim, yanimda bir turk kahvesi, ah bitince biri olsa da baksa falima diyorum. Kulagimda kizimin kulakligi, Yagmur yagsa, uykum kacsa diyor Ezgi'nin Gunlugu....<br />
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Ogrencilik hayati walkmene yapisik gecen nesildenim ben. Lisedeyken evden cikardim, kulagimda walkmen - buyuk ihtimalle Ezgi'nin Gunlugu kaseti icinde- , sahilden caddeye yururudum, Goztepe Parki'nin yanindan, hava soguksa derdim icimden, ah bir GZ1 donse surdan da caddeye yurumeden binsem, hic gelmezdi, gelse de ben duraga yetisemezdim. Sonra ver elini Kadikoy. Orda Kosuyolu otobusu beklenecek...<br />
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O otobuslerde ogrendim, kulagimda walkmen, elimde kitabimla sirtimi kapiya dayayip gitmeyi, her Turk kizi gibi...<br />
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Kosuyolu duragina geldim mi cikardi walkmen, birer birer arkadaslar duserdi duraga, sabah sohbeti esliginde giderdik okula, okulumuza... Biraz gec kalmissak 8:05 otobusune kaldiysak yani, gec kagidi gerekecek mi diye bir heyecan vardi hayatimizda, gec kagidi, hey gidi gunler!!!<br />
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Otobus arkadaslarim vardi benim, okul bitip de duraga gitme vakti gelene kadar cok konusmadigimiz, otobuste ise hic susmadigimiz...<br />
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Kadikoy'e iki otobus vardi o zaman Kosuyolu'ndan, ikisi de ayri durakta. Iki durak arasi beklerdik kosede, otobuslerden birini gorunce kosardik duraga topluca... O zaman deseydi biri bana otobusun saatli gelme ithimali var diye, gulerdim, icten.<br />
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Bir de polo askim vardi o zaman, polo dediysem, seker yani! Hep olurdu yanimda, aksam otobuse binince cikartirdim, baslardim sormaya: Polo isteyen? Otobuste elden ele gezerdi hep. Seneler sonra, Madrid'de bir dukkanda gordum, o kadar cok almisim ki! Polo isteyen?<br />
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Okul donusu Kosuyolu-Kadikoy otobusu kalabalik olurdu cok, biz bindik mi insanlar belki aman nerden geldi bu gurultuculer diyordu, belki de ah ne guzel gencler, civil civil... Ben simdi gorunce mesela liselileri metroda, o gunlerim dusuyor aklima, yuzume bir tebessum konuyor, diyorum gencler ne guzel, civil civil...<br />
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Kosuyolu otobusleri Kadikoy'e Haydarpasa tarafindan gelir, tiklim tiklim. Inince otobusten Bogaz havasi sana iste, en guzeli. Carsiya ugrardik bir arkdasimla, hele soguksa hava! Kuruyemiscilerden leblebi alirdik, elimiz isinsin diye... Sen bilir misin nasil sicak olur o tazecik kavrulmus leblebi? Sonra buyuk karar asamasi gelir, caminin ordaki duraga mi gitmeli, yoksa dolmus duraklarinin ordaki ilk duraga mi? Biri daha az yurume mesafesi, birinde daha bos otobus... Ah Istanbul'umun otobusleri, nasil da dolu olur!<br />
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Arkadasim erken inerdi benden, o inince sohbet biter, kitabima gomulurdum. Kitap kaplamayi da o otobuslerde ogrendim ben, herkes merak eder, "siyasi" bulur kitabini, elestirir... Halbuki sen sadece okumak istersin, icinden cok sey gelir soylemek, soylemezsin...<br />
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Servise en son orta sondayken bindim, bak orta son diye bir sinif kalmadi artik! Binmek istemedim artik, dedim yeter, otobusle daha ozgurum. Kadikoy'e gelince Kosuyolu'ndan mesela, canim cekerse bir de bir arkadas ikna edersem, ver elini vapur, bir karsiya gecer gelirdik, vapurdan inmeden, sadece ruzgari hissetmeye icimizde, hava ruzgarliysa hele, Bogaz'dan bir kac damla da sicrar ya yuzune vapurda yan tarafta otururken, ah iste tam oyle hissetmeye...Giderken Topkapi'ya el sallayip, donuste kiz kulesine goz kirpmaya!<br />
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Ondandir iste, ben hic sikayet etmedim iki otobusle okula gitmekten, her gun selamliyordum Bogaz'i, kokusunu duyuyordum ya, daha ne olsundu! Hey gidi gunler!<br />
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<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-58051315015966690292015-03-12T17:06:00.001+01:002015-03-12T17:06:26.726+01:0035Dogmusum iste bir ilk bahar gunu, muhtemelen mart kapidan baktirirken. Hatirladigim en erken sey, anneanneme disim agriyor diye yalan soyledigim, bebek aspirini yemek istemistim oysa ki, onun bebe asprini bulamayisi, normal aspirinden bir parca vereyim diye iceri gidisi sirasinda masanin ortasinda duran cantayi alip icinden onun pembe tansiyon haplarini bir cirpida icisim. Neden geldi aklima bilmiyorum, ama geldi iste.<br />
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Sonrasina dair hatirladigim bir hastane odasi, orda yatarken annemin panik halinde odaya girisi, bir de miden yikandi demeleri, benim midemi geri koysunlar, nasil yikamislar diye dusunmem<br />
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Yas 2, Kayra'dan kucugum!<br />
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Sonra teyzemin kiziyla kavgalarimiz. Onun bu cizgi film sadece bizim televizyonda yayinlaniyor inadina benim "counter example" sunmam! Ispat yapmayi sevecegim belliymis.<br />
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Sonra boluk porcuk bir cok ani. Kardesmin gelisi, tasinilan yeni evler, anneanne ve dede ile gecirilen guzel gunler. Kotu bur gunden de bahsedesim varla yok arasi, yoku seciyorum ondan<br />
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Kardesim, sanki sadece benim, cok sevdim, severim. Onunla her gun cok kavga ama daha cok sevgi dolu gecen gunler<br />
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Ilk kalp agrisi sonra, sevmisim bir cocugu, ama saniyorum ki hayatimin aski o, o olmasa ben yasamam. Biliyor, ama umrunda degil beyefendinin! Sonra yakin bir arkadasimla cikmasi, kizin gozumun icine sokmasi. (Hey 13 yasindaki kendim, salla la, valla degmez!) Dilimde bir turku, "ben sevdim eller aldi, baba ben olmus muyem?" Duygular tam gaz yasaniyor 13 yasinda. Ilk askim sair yapti beni, her gece yazdim, durmadan, guzel de yazdim ama...<br />
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Simdi bak bunu yazdim, icime bir sey oturdu, 13 yasindaki cocugun derdi bu olmali, 14 yasinda biber gazindan komaya sokulmak degil! Ah Berkin!<br />
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O 13 yasindaki asktan sonra kim oldu dedim, 15imdeki erkek arkadasim, ah pek bir gereksiz biriydi, hadi evlenelim dedi bana, oha dedim neyse ki, evlenmedim yani :) Bu adam bir de ilk askima yazdigim siirleri aldi, sakladi, ne oldu bilmiyorum. Bu beni bir halt yapmadi, sevmemisim demek ki o kadar :)<br />
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Ben platonik asklarin insaniydim galiba, sonra of bir asik oldum ne siz sorun ne ben soyleyelim. Bir okuze tutuldum yine, seviyorum uleeen diye bagirasim geliyor! O sirada beraber paneller falan hazirliyoruz lisede. Ben guzel siir okurum, hep soylerler. Bir Istanbul gosterisi hazirliyoruz, bir siir var, Istanbul'a dair. Herkes diyor ki sen oku, yok olmuyor. Cocukla baska siniflardayiz cunku, ve siir de diyor ki "bir zil sesi duyuluyor ve sen gidiyorsun", aradim bulamadim simdi bak siiri. Ama oyle diyor ya siir, cocuga bakmadan okuyamiyorum, cok derinden vuruyor bana, herkesle tartisiyorum ve okumuyorum o siiri, okuyamiyorum. Boyle bitiyor bu ask hikayesi, lise bittiginde benimle her seyi konusyor "adam" yok diyor, ben yapamadim, cesaret edemedim, simdi de sen gidiyorsun. O benden cocuk, neye cesaret edecekse! Yazdiklarini gosteriyor bana dair, yazik ettim diyor. Evet diyorum, ettin! Bir daha da gormuyorum, yillar sonra unlu sosyal medya sitesinde karsilasincaya kadar.<br />
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Uzun iliskim basliyor sonra, hayallerimin okuluna gidiyorum, orda en olmayacak insanla! Yavas yavas basliyor psikolojik eziyetleri, zaman geciyor, alisiyorum, normal saniyorum. Beni seviyor, evet, ama cok cok kisitliyor, her seyime karisiyor, kiskanclikta ustune yok! 6 sene suruyor dile kolay! Niye dayandim, bilmiyorum, cocukluk biraz, biraz da duygusal siddet iste, kolay olmuyor etkisinden cikmasi. Ondan kurtulmak icin baska sehre kaciyorum, biraz bilincli, biraz bilmeden. Onsuzluk bana iyi geliyor. Bittiginde kendime diyorum, iki secenegin var, istersen zerre takmazsin, istersen uzulursun! Bir sure zerre takmiyorum, ama gercekten, kendimi kandirmadan, sonra ne kadar guclu oldugum sasirtiyor beni, cokuyorum, korkuyorum kendimden.<br />
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Geciyor, her sey gibi, bu aliskanlik da geciyor, psikolojik baskidan kurtulunca vay be diyorum, hayat varmis. Bundan sonra uzun iliski yok bir sure diyorum, keyfime bakacagim...<br />
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Diyorum demesine de iste tam o noktada ilk "date" ettigim adamla 10 senedir beraberim, ha pisman miyim yok, degilim zerre kadar. Mutluyum.<br />
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Ama sende de olur mu bilmem, ben mutlulugu cok sorgularim, yani nedir bu mutluluk, fonksiyon olsa neye benzer? limiti nasil? Yani ne bileyim, pozitif bilimde bir degisken olsa aciklamak cok kolay, ama bu sosyal bilimler beni geriyor bazen! Bak ilk askimin sair yaptigi ben , 35imde ne haldeyim! Ama oyle iste, nasil bir sey bu mutluluk, bir olcusu var mi?<br />
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Nasil ask hayatimi yazmaya dondum bilmiyorum ama oyle oldu iste bugun! Dun 35 oldum ben, omrun yarisi mi hepsimi hici mi bilemiyoruz iste. Bilmemek daha iyi bazen. Neyse ne, 35 diyor takvim simdi, bayan epsilon, ki artik epsilonu buyuk aliyoruz, iyi ki dogudun anne diyor, kek susluyor bana, ama susleri ben yerim sen sakin yeme diyor.<br />
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Hayat bazen cok basit, bazen cok karmasa oluyor, ve biz hepsine alisiyoruz, Nazim'in dedigi gibi "insanoglu bir sivi gibidir, girdigi kabin seklini alir, butun gucu de gucsuzlugu de burdan gelir" Di mi Nazim Usta?<br />
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Bak bir de 35 yas siiri/sarki sozu kendime bir de en derin eski askim Istanbul'a gelsin, bu kadar ask yazdik, ona da bir pas atamak lazim Abbas!<br />
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<i><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">dönmek, mümkün mü artık dönmek</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">onca yollardan sonra</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">yeniden yollara düşmek</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /></span><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">neresi sıla bize, neresi gurbet</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">al bizi koynuna ipek yolları</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">üstümüzden geçiyor gökkuşağı</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">sevdalı bulutlar, uçan halılar</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">uzak değil dünyanın kapıları</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /></span><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">neresi sıla bize, neresi gurbet</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">yollar bize memleket</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /></span><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">gitmek, mümkün mü artık gitmek</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">onca yollardan sonra</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">yeniden yollara düşmek</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /></span><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">neresi sıla bize, neresi gurbet</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">rakılı akşamlar, gün batımları</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">çocuk gibi ağlar yaz sarhoşları</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">olmamış yaşamlar, eksik yarınlar</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">hatırlatır herşey eski aşkları</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="background-color: #eeeeee;"><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /></span><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">neresi sıla bize, neresi gurbet</span><br style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;" /><span style="background-color: #eeeeee; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; text-align: left; text-transform: lowercase;">yollar bize memleket</span></i></div>
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<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-34350066345724626812014-11-06T18:07:00.001+01:002014-11-06T18:07:56.651+01:00Orda yasar gibi...Aylar olmus yazmayalı, neler oldu dersen, bilmem, hayat oldu iste. Simdi yazmamım sebebi de kulagimdaki sarkidandir aslinda, baska bir sey degil. Diyor ki:<br />
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"Yasamaya dort elle sarilmisim da<br />
Yine de gozlerim dolu, yuregim buruk<br />
Basimi hic bir zaman egmedim ama<br />
Yine de bir yanim yara, icimde bir bosluk"<br />
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Universiteyi de sayarsak Istanbul'dan ayilali kac sene oldu biliyor musun blog, tam 16 sene! Universiteyi sayma, Ankara komsu kapisi, 12 senedir dunyanin bir kosasinden otekisine gidiyorum.<br />
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Icimde hep bir parca Istanbul. Evet degisti, evet zor, evet oyle boyle ama, ben kendi gogumu, koklerimi, ruzgarimi ozluyorum be blog, bazi gunler cok daha fazla.<br />
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Simdi diyorum gozlerimi kapasam, bir acsam, atlasam dolmusa, Kadikoy'e gelsem. Moda sahiline gitsem, yanimda kizim da olsa bu sefer. Parkin yanindaki cay bahcesinde bir cay icsem, catal yesem parkin kosesindeki simitciden aldigim. Denizi seyretsem, Kayra "simit al" diye tuttursa, sonra da balon. Ikisini de alsam, ona anlatsam, "su kosede adalari goruyorsun, bu kosede ise karsiyi" diye.<br />
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Cay bitince kalksak, parka gitsek, sallansa Kayra salincakta, cocuklarla oynasa, turist gibi degil de, sanki orda yasiyormus gibi ayrilsak parktan, yarin parkta gorusuruz diye...<br />
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Carsiya insek ordan, balikcilari gezsek, aksama balik alsak, cipura mesela, elime de yuk ettim diye soylensem kendi kendime. Biraz leblebi alip kitapcilara girsek, Kayra kendine kitap secse, ben de kendime. Sonra aklima dusse, ay dur biraz da yesillik alsam baligin yanina diye, manavlardan birine girip merhaba desem, sanki taniyormus gibi, sanki orda yasiyormus gibi. Alsak yesillilerimizi, ben "artik eve gidelim" desem, Kayra "vapura binelim anne" dese, ona anlatsam, "kizim balik aldik, bozulur, baska gun bineriz" diye. Sanki orda yasar gibi, butun ozlediklerimi senede bir kac gune sigdirmam gerekmiyormuscasina, "yarin" desem, "yarin ya da haftaya geceriz karsiya, hatta hava guzel olunca da adalara gideriz istersen" desem.<br />
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Dolmus duraklarina dogru yururken, bu sefer de akide sekeri istese Kayra Cafer.Erol'dan, her cocuk gibi. "Olmaz" desem, "yemek yemedin", simdi almazsam anca seneye gelince diye dusunmeden. O da hemen express inegol koftecisini gorse, "once kofte, sonra seker" dese. Otursak beraber cocuklugumun koftesicine, yesek. Az bergamotlu akide sekeri alsak sonra, acele etmeden, sanki butun hayatimiz ordaymiscasina, senede bir kac gune hem sevdiklerimizi, hem istanbul hasretini sigdirmak zorunda degilmisiz gibi. Kayra icin annesinin sevgili sehri 30 saatlik yolculukla gidilen, uzakta, anneanne ve dededin oldugu sehir degil de, eviymis gibi gezsek. Acele etmeden, a dur onu da yapayim, bunu da yapayim su 2 gunde demeden... Yavasca, sanki orda yasar gibi...<br />
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Ah, Istanbul, seni çok özledim bugun ben....<br />
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<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-42594617265049351842014-05-05T16:08:00.002+02:002014-05-05T16:08:33.270+02:00Etek boyu<a href="http://benbugunbunuogrendim.blogspot.com/2014/04/etek-beli-kvrmak.html">Burda</a> okudum bu sabah. Boyle de bir olgu vardi, degil mi? Ben kivirmazdim etek beli, hatta hazirliktayken (yas 11) okulda siyah ayakkabi giyilecek derdi mudur yardimcisi, ben de toren sirasinda siyah ayakkabi giyerdim, sinifa girince yeni kahverengi bir ayakkabi almistik, onunla degistirirdim. Bazen de cantamda tasir, ama degistirmezdim yakalanacagim korkusuyla. Kurallara uymamaktan cok korkardim. Muhtemelen ondan kivirmamisimdir etegimi. Ama bu benim tercihimdi.<br />
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Yani diyecegim, kivirmak istiyorsa bir kiz, ki bak simdi benim de bir kizim var, kivirabilmeli. Daha dogrusu, etek boyunu secebilmeli bir kiz. Ne giyecegini, ne giymeyecegini, herseyi. Inanabiliyor musunuz, kendi giyecegini secebilmeli insan diye bir cumle kurmam gerekiyor!<br />
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Etek boyundan tahrik olanlar da kendisi yanmali nerde yanacaksa!<br />
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Bir sey diyecegim, Madrid de ben Real Madrid stadyumunun cok yakininda oturuyordum, yuruyerek 15-20 dakika. Stadyumun cevresinde her zaman genc kizlar minicik sortlariyla mac oncesinde, rakip takimin unuformasiyla gezebiliyorlardi, ve kimse donup bakmiyordu benden baska, ben ise kiskanclikla bakiyordum desem...<br />
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Ben lisede otobusle giderdim okula, Istanbul'da. Sorun bana arkaniza bir sutu bozuk sapik adam gelmesin diye neler yapilir anlatirim, ogrenmek zorunda kaldim cunku. Bu begenmedigim ucuncu dunya ulkesinde, metrolar istanbul otobuslerinden daha da kalabalik, ama hic olay yok, duymadim. ustelik burda kizlar eteklerini daha da cok kiviriyor.<br />
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Demek ki neymis, kizlarin etek boyu degilmis olay, di mi? Biz bunu hep biliyorduk ya!<br />
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Sonra biri cikiyor, cocuklariniza ciglik atmayi ogretin diyor. Ben bunu okuyup ciglik atmaya calisiyorum ama sesim cikmiyor, icim tikaniyor, gogsumde bir yangin basliyor.<br />
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Sonra o cocuklarin anneleri dusuyor aklima, gerisini ne siz sorun ne de ben soyleyeyim.<br />
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Ah.... <br />
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<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-90506290978831993242014-04-14T16:04:00.003+02:002014-04-14T16:04:59.302+02:00KizimaDun muzik istedi canin senin, her aksam gibi. Bir flamenko cdsi koydun, ben de dans etmeye baslaidm seninle. sen durdun, inceledin beni, gozlerinde bir hayranlikla. Sonra "anne bravo" diyerek alkisladin beni, icimde var oldugunu bilmedigim icimin yaglari eridi sen oyle yapinca, mest olmak neymis, mutlutluk bu derece artarmiymis, gordum.<br />
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Korkuyorum, hem de o kadar cok ki. Hayat belirsiz bir duman, her gun kotu seyler oluyor hayatta, ben gordukce bunlari korkuyorum. Butun anneler korkuyordur herhalde, ben cok korkuyorum.<br />
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yazabilirim sandim, ama yazamiyorum, yine de bloga koyacagim bunu, internette olan bir sey kaybolmaz di mi? Seni cok ama cok seviyorum bebegim, iyi ki varsin, iyi ki hayatimin bir parcasisin.<br />
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<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-65555927228055633562014-03-26T15:58:00.000+01:002014-03-26T15:58:05.538+01:00Bulut gecti gozyaslari kaldi cimende*<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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Ve kulagimda yine Zuhal Olcay, aynalar<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>diyor. Ben nedense bu sesi duydugumda yazma
aski ile doluyorum Istanbul’a dair. Belki de Yeditepe Istanbul yuzunden
cagrisim yapiyordur, bilemedim. Cok severdim o diziyi, bir de Sasifelek
Cikmazi’ni. Onda Zuhal Olcay yoktu ama…</div>
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Icimdeki huznu besliyor Zuhal Olcay’in sesi. Icimdeki huzun
bazen mutlu ediyor beni, yani huzunle ozleyecek kadar sevdigim seyler oldugu
icin. Istanbul’um basinda tabi bunlarin. Canim. Insan bir sehre canim der mi
bilmiyorum, ama diyorum iste. Istanbul benim cocuklugum, babamin elinden tutup
kiz kulesine gidisim, urkek urkek ilk defa karsiya tek basima gecisim, vapurun
yan tarafina oturup. Sonra diyorum, tekrar otursam vapurun yamacina, ayaklarimi
dayasam demirlere, elim ususe, bir cay/oralet alsam, elim ince belli bardakta
isinsa, sonra ben, benlige dalsam. Haydarpasa gorunse, el sallasam. Uskudar’dan
gecerken Harem’i gorsem, Salicak’taki evlere el sallasam. Kiz kulesi desem,
bogaz desem. Istanbulum gulse, ususek beraberce, bir de sahlep icsem bol
tarcinli. Ben olsam, sehrimde kalsam, kimse konusmasa biran icin, ve ben sadece
kendimle basbasa kalsam. Bogaz dalgalansa, hos geldin dese bana, ve ben
martilari selamlasam. Kadikoy dalgakiranda olsalar hepsi. Vapur Besiktas’a
yaklassa, ve ben inmesem, geri donsem Kadikoy’e. Insem vapurdan, Akmar’a
yurusem, kirtasiyelere girip icime ceksem kokularini, Kadikoy carsinin ara
sokaklarindan Bahariye ye ciksam, arabalar gecerken duvarlara yapissam,
firindan simit alsam elime, Bahariye’ye gelince Moda’ya cevirsem yonumu,
iskeleye gitsem, sahilde dolassam, moda sokaklarinda kaybolsam. Camdan bakan
teyzeye selam versem, ben olsam. Sahilde cay bahcesine oturup bir kahve icsem,
sonra fincanimi kapasam, kendi falima kendim baksam, karanfil satan, muthemelen
benden genc kiz, ben bakayim falina derken. Ondan fal degil de karanfil alsam,
ellerim yine ususe, o urpeti beni “canli” hissettirse. Sonra Kadikoy carsiya
cevirsem yolumu yine, kuruyemiscileri gorsem, leblebi kavururken. Alsam bir
paket. Elimi o sicak leblebi kasesine soksam, icimin urpertisi dursa bir
anligina, sadece bir anligina ama, ve ben Istanbul’u ceksem icime! Otobus
duraklarina cevirsem yonumu, bir tahinli corek alsam ordaki firindan, evde
yemege, lisedeyken yaptigim gibi. Eve gitsem, sahil yolundan. Annem cay
demlese, ben tahinli coregi bir tabaga koysam, yesek, kesmeden. Her sarmalini
kopararak elimizle. Sohbet etsek gunluk seylerden, sanki ben orda yasarmisim
gibi. Dedik ya orda yasarmisim gibi diye, mutfagima girsem, kardesimi arasam,
yemek yaptim, bu aksam bize gel diye. Ne buyuk bir luks bilir misin sen, insanin
kardesini yemege cagirabilme ihtimalive hayat bana yemege cagirabilecek bir
kardesim olmasi ile mutlu olabilmeyi ogretti, mutluyum.</div>
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Istanbul benim cocuklugum, ailem, ergenligim, uzaktaki sevgilim,
ah dedigim, ah orda olsam diye ozledigim…</div>
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Bulut gecti
gozyaslari kaldi cimende</div>
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Gul rengi sarap
icilmez mi boyle gunde</div>
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Seher yeli eser
yirtar etegini gulun</div>
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Gule baktikca
cirpinir yuregi bulbulun*</div>
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Serefe!</div>
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*:Siir Hayyam’in, ben kimin sesinden severim hadi bir tahmin
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burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-90001464275699209502014-03-21T18:57:00.003+01:002014-03-21T18:57:54.366+01:00Bu gecti, siradaki....Ulkede twitter yasaklanmis<br />
Troller herkesi sokaga cagirmis -Biz de salaktik ya-<br />
Cumhurbaskani twitterin yasak oldugu ulkede tweet atmis<br />
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Anneler, babalar DNS ayari degistirmeyi ogrenip twitter takip eder olmuslar<br />
Ulkenin tweet sayisi rekor kirmis<br />
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Sen de ben de biliyorduk DNS ayari degistirmeyi, oyleyse ne demeye yasandi bunlar? Beni dusunduren o, ya seni?<br />
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burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-39418130639689364552014-03-19T16:55:00.000+01:002014-03-19T16:55:06.571+01:00İçimden yazmak geliyor daiçime atıyorum içimden gelenleri geri.<br />
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İş durumum karışık bu aralar, welcome.to.south.america şeklinde hükümet değişince bütün resmi kurumlarda değişimler başladı, ben de ne zaman istifa et diyecekler diye bekliyorum her gün. Ha bugün, ha yarın, ha daha da yakın. Bir sürü olay olurken yurdumda işimden şikayet etmek de gereksiz geliyor ya!<br />
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Bayan epsilon tüm gücü ile gece uykusunu protesto ediyor. Dün gece saat üçte mesela "anne vamos" diyerek uyandırdı beni, hadi kalk oyun oynamaya gidelim diyor aklınca, yarı Türkçe yarı Ispanyolca. Sonra oyun oynadık, pilav diye tutturdu, yedi, sonra papa diye, onu da uyandırıp oynadı biraz. Hem şikayet ediyorum hem de seviyorum bu gece uyanmalarını...<br />
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Aranızda çok dilli çocuk yetiştiren var mı acaba? Zevkli oluyor aslında onların konuşmalarını dinlemek, daha geç konuşuyorlar kesinlikle. Okulda ve babasıyla Ispanyolca, benimle Türkçe, mr l. ile ben hala aramızda İngilizce konuşuyoruz, onu da duyuyor evde yani. Çorba gibi. İngilizce anliyor mu pek emin değilim. Eski yuvada arada İngilizce konuşuyordu bir öğretmen, bayan epsilon tek anlayan gibi görünenmiş, diğer çocuklar Şili'li olunca. Şimdi daha uluslararası bir okulda, çoğu çocuk yabancı, ben daha memnunum. Bu yaşta çocuklar biraz acımasız olabiliyorlar çünkü, farklı olana karşı. Türkçe burda azınlık bir dil tabi, son nüfus sayımına gore ülkede 300 civarı Türk var, düşünün. O yüzden bana çok iş düşüyor. Şimdilik söylediği Türkçe kelimeler: anne, baba, dede, anneanne, mama, meme, ağaç, çiçek, ayı, ay, bebek, bez, bak, gel, evet (si ve noyu tercih ediyor). Bir de beşe kadar sayıyor ama şöyle: bi ü ü ü beee. Çok ama çok keyfi eserse "Papa/anne bak havhav" diyebilir. Anlamaya gelince onda ne dersen anlıyor da işine gelirse yapıyor cadı. Bir de şimdi farkettim, evet ve baba dışında Türkçe ve İspanyolca kelimeleri farklı. Belki fark etmedi henüz başka diller olduklarını... <br />
burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-15796988194726242082014-03-11T13:56:00.001+01:002014-03-11T14:01:42.780+01:00tam yuregimden vuruldum, bogazim dugumlendiBir hafta once, cok degil, demistim bir yerde okudum diye, anne olunca butun cocuklarin annesi oluyormus insan, duzeltelim, bir kadin, anne olsun olmasin, butun cocuklarin annesi aslinda. Bakmayin, sokaktaki teyzeler cocuk usuyor dedi diye kiziyoruz, ben cok kiziyorum hatta, ama onlar da kendilerini butun cocuklarin annesi gibi gorduklerinden iste... Hepimiz biraz oyle degil miyiz? Hele bugun!<br />
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Ve bugun, o gitti, ekmek almaya cikan cocuk, hos neden ciktiginin da onemi yok ya, o gitti. Ah minigim, ah kuzum... Bir sana, bir annene yanar icim, ah o annen, ah sen... <br />
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Cocuklarin OLDURULMEDIGI bir dunya istiyorum, cok mu?burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-6808944197500754242014-03-05T20:07:00.000+01:002014-03-05T20:07:14.553+01:00Cocuk...Benim gibi fanatik galatasarayliya gozunde yasla fenerbahce yikilmaz diye mars soyleten cocuk, aklima dustun yine. Sen her bir insanin aklina dustudunge, sana bunu yapanlarin yuregi yansin, e mi? Hic durmasin yureklerindeki yaniklar, iyilesmesin hic, hep kor alev olsun.<br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/CN2FASwMILg" width="560"></iframe>burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-65381919322524359332014-03-04T14:57:00.001+01:002014-03-04T16:44:47.366+01:00surprissssssDogum ayimdayiz benim, bir haftacik var dogum gunume, 34 geliyor, Istanbul oluyorum bu yil, ne guzel!<br />
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Gecen haftasonu dedim ki, pazar gunu benim dogum gunumu kutlayalim, annemler gidiyor cuma, soyle rahat rahat haftasonu dogum gunumu kutlayalim.<br />
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Kocama dedim, bilmem ki daha erken dedi, anneme dedim, ya daha cok erken, persembe gecesi kutlariz dedi, babama sordum, annen bilir dedi, kizima sordum, o da her seye verdigi cevabi verdi, no, no noooo! Dedim tamam, kutlamayiz, kimse heyecan duymuyor.<br />
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Sabah kalktik sonra, klasik anne kahvaltisi, borek falan :) Sonra ben aglayan 2 yas sndromlu bebemle ugrasirken kafami bir kaldirdim, surprissss! Pastalar yapilmis, hediyeler alinmis, hayat bana guzel bir supriz dogum gunu duzenlemis :) meger surpriz bozuyormusum ben az kalsin.<br />
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Cok sevindim ama cooook, super bir sabah gecirdim. Unutmayayim dedim! Bu arada senelerdir anne elinden dogum gunu pastasi yememistim, baldan tatli oluyormus!<br />
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Su Sili'yi Istanbul'a ilce yapsak olmaz mi ya???<br />
<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-59937641603008433232014-03-03T18:41:00.002+01:002014-03-03T18:41:31.170+01:00Bilemedim..."dudaklarimda bir ates, avuclarimda alevsin" diyor icimde bir ses, hafif depresif hallerde ustelik. Bak sen su yaramaza! Depresif olacak ne var ki icimizde simdi, di mi ama?<br />
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Hayat mi zormus, Sili'yi mi sevmemissin, laf bunlar, geyik hepsi...<br />
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Ulkenin hali ya, calan calana? O geyik degil iste, aci, isyan, hepsi...<br />
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Peki ya <a href="http://www.cumhuriyet.com.tr/haber/turkiye/46741/Bu_ilani_veren_anne_intihar_etti.html">su anne</a>, iste insanin yuregine taa derine inip bir yumruk atiyor o, bir goz yasi desem, icime akiyor. Anne olunca dunyadaki butun cocuklarin annesi oluyo insan demisti biri, bir yerde okudum, hatirlamiyorum, iste o hesap, bir yumru iniyor yuregime, hos annelik oncesi de oyleydi ya.<br />
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Sonra dusunuyorum, ya 19 yasinda bir cocugu doverek oldurenlerin anneleri? Onlar da hissediyor mu kendini butun cocuklarin annesi gibi? Onlar nasil uyuyor geceleri? Cocuklarindan umidi kestim de, onlar da mi yapmuyor vicdan muhasebesi?burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-77370381312202004972014-02-28T16:01:00.001+01:002014-02-28T16:01:23.136+01:00TGIF 10Vay, TGIF yazilarinda iki haneli sayilara geldik, OMG! Bak daha yaziya balamadan geyik basladi, sonumuz hak gele. Demin yabanci bir kac blogda olmasa yasamam tarzi listeler gordum, benim neyim eksik, ben de yaparim dedim bu geyik yapma saatinde :)<br />
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Tabi aile, sevdikler falan bu isin disinda :)<br />
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1. <b>Telefon</b>um. Cidden bilmiyorum ondan once nasil yasiyor musum! Gece gunduz, tuvalette, metroda, uyku arasi emzirme seyanslarinda hep elimde hep! Tabi bir de gecen yazdan beri surekli fb, twitter takipdeyim, yine ne olmus, ne patlamis, ne kasedi cikmis. Haberleri ordan almaya o kadar alismisim ki carsamba gunu calistigim kurum baskani basin toplantisi yapti, ben sonra gazeteler yerine twitteri kontrol ettim kim ne demis diye! Sonra dedim, kizim dur paralele paralel devlet buranin basinina el atmadi henuz.<br />
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2. Birinci madde ile ayni baglamda, <b>fb, twitteyen kus, instagram</b> ya da genel olarak <b>internet</b><br />
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3. Yalan yok, telefon/internet sonrasi cok dusundurdu beni ama buldum, <b>beyaz peynir</b>! Ve o kadar zor ki burda bulmak. Annemlerin getirdigi stok bitti bitecek, kader utansin!<br />
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4. Annemin burda olmasiyla su aralar tezgahtaki yerinden dolap arasina kaldirilmis olan <a href="http://www.crock-pot.com/"><b>crock pot</b></a> calisan bir annenin vefali yardimcisi :)<br />
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5. <b>Yoga</b>, gerci uzun zamandir gidemiyorum bir yoga merkezine, (uzun zaman=bayan epsilon dogdugundan beri), ama sabahlari 3-5 dakika yapiyoruz birseyler!<br />
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Valla cok zorlandim bu listeyi yaparken, surekli aklima internete bagli seyler geliyor! Bu kadar uzakta yasayip, arkadaslar ve ailenin dunyanin binbir tarafina yayilmis olmasi, burda aradigimi bulamamak, ulkenin hergun bir deprem yaratan gundemi, hepsi birlesince onemi artiyor tabi internetin. Tabi bayan epsilonla gulmece zamanlarimizin yerini tutamaz hic bir sey, ama sevdiklerimiz isin disinda dedik bir kere :)<br />
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Peki sizin olmasa olmaz dediginiz ne gunluk hayatta? Siz de benim gibi internet bagimlisi misiniz? burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-34596938820902164662014-02-21T15:57:00.000+01:002014-02-21T15:57:14.391+01:00TGIF 9Kendimi iyi hissediyorum surda bir 15 dakika falan surer anca, hemen yazmam lazim blogcugum. Depresif hallerden kac haftadir ihmal ettik TGIF'i zaten, hazir iki dakika iyi hissetmisken hemen geyik yapayim yahu! Ustelik cuma aksam 18:00'e toplanti koyan zihniyete ragmen!<br />
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Sevgili blog, bugun ise kotla geldim ben, beyaz ama olsun, kot iste bildigin, skinny jeans, oh canima degsin, akademik bunyem daha fazla dayanamadi bu utulu pantalon iskencesine, bunun bir sonraki adimi, hippy eteklerim ve parmak arasi terliklerim! Yasasin kiyafet ozgurlugu!!!<br />
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Bu hafta hosuma gitmeyen bir haber aldim aslinda, bir ise basvurmustum, olmadi, uzuldum cok ama hayat benim icin guzel bir seyler planliyordur mutlaka diye dusunuyorum :) Malum, everything happens for a reason! <br />
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Bugun ne geyik yapsak acaba? A, bak soylemeyi unuttum, mr. l. online Turkice dersleri aliyor, kelimeler ogreniyor, yazik cumle kuramiyor ama, hanim demeyi ogretmisler, bana "benim hanim" diyorm ben de hic sevmem hanim kelimesini, neyse, caktirmiyoruz simdilik, motivasyonu bozmamak acisindan :)<br />
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Bayan epsilon da kelime dagarcigini arttiriyor kendi kendine, di demeye basladi, si yani, evet yerine, simdi cocuk da hali si/no evet/hayirdan daha kolay! gece uykusunda dede nooo diye sayikliyor kuzum, dedesiyle sakalasmaktan sanirim :) Montessori okuluna basladi, 3 hafta oldu, memnun simdilik, o kadar cok tip okul var ki, insanin kafasi karisiyor, ama ona uygun montessori bizce, ondan orda simdilik, bakalim<br />
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Ne guzel geyik yapiyorum, di mi ama? Sohbetime doyum olmuyordur eminim! Neyse, yazalim biraz daha...<br />
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Dun bir kfc krizine girdim sormayin, hemen is yeri yakinlarinda kfc aradim, buldum, gittim. Ama cok pisti be! Santiago merkezin sorunu bu, restoranlar falan pek bir pis yahu! Hic memnun ayrilmadim yani oradan, ama oluyor bana boyle arada fast food krizleri. Saglikli degil tabi de, burda chipotle var da gitmedik mi :)<br />
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Neyse bakalim, ise donelim, bu cuma zor gececek ama yarin cumartesi!<br />
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<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-26856768116826485832014-02-18T19:22:00.002+01:002014-02-18T19:22:59.375+01:00Unutuyorum sonra...Kendime not:<br />
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Cok guzel bir bahcede dusle kendini, hersey harika, yemyesil, cicekler, kuslar yok ama :)<br />
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Bir suru guzel kelebek var etrafinda, rengarenk, civil civil. Bir de o siyah/kahverengi kucuk, gordugunde uyuz olduklarin.<br />
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Sen oturuyorsun yerde, bagdas kurmus. Bir elinle itiyorsun sana yaklasmaya calisan kara kucuk kelebekleri, oteki elinle de yakalamaya calisiyorsun rengarenk kelebekleri. Yoruldun mu? iki kolun da agriyor mu bunu yaparken. Cevap evet tabi! Peki, kovmaya calistigin kelebeklerden kurtuldun mu sonucta? Hayir, 1-2 saniye uzaklasip geri geldiler! Ya tuttugun guzel kelebekler, onlari tutabildin mi elinde sonsuza dek, o da hayir di mi? Ya kactilar, ya hapsettin olduler.<br />
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Eline gecti mi bir sey peki? Yok! Yoruldugunla kaldin!<br />
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Iste bundan iyi yani/kotu yani analiz etmenin sacmaligi! Kisa vade de cok mantikli geliyor insana, ama sadece oyruldugunla kaliyorsun, di mi?<br />
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Peki ya ne yapacaksin? Savasmayacak misin? Yok! Oturup gozlemleyeceksin, cunku hayatin her zaman bir iki yani, her zaman bir amasi var. Ve senin kalbinde ikisine de yer var, bosa yorma kendini!burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-32301406579500333122014-01-31T21:05:00.000+01:002014-01-31T21:05:42.928+01:00TGIF 8Ne bugun cuma mi? Olamaz! is saati bitti bitecek, yazi yok ortada henuz, ben de geyik modundan cok ama cok uzagim...<br />
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Bugun maas gunu, ben hala maas alamadim be sevgili okuyucu, iki ay no maas yani! Ondan sonra cok kavgali bir gundu bugun is yerinde, artik benim insanlari susturmam lazim, daha dogrusu susturmayi ogrenmem. Yasina hurmet edip dinleyince senin bilgini hice sayiyorlarmis be sevgili okuyucu. Benim yerime kurum baskani azarladi birini bugun, bu kiza ne demeye cocuk muamelesi yapiyorsun, o bu konuda doktora tezi yazmis sen okumadin bile diye. Cok garip sevgili okuyucu, daha once kimseye sus bu benim tez konum demedim ben, gerek de olmadi cunku, ayrica her akademisyenin bir yerinde barindirdigi her zaman daha iyisi yapilabilir sendromu de sen buna ya da ne bileyim okuyucu, doktora da o kadar ozel bir sey degil yahu de, ya da is hayatinda etrafimdakiler hep doktorali oldu, bu benim tez konum demek komik geliyo de, ama iste aklima gelmiyo bir sus be adam sen demek, mantikli mantikli izah etmeye calisiyorum. Garip...Garip olan ben degilim ama, yani ne bileyim, ben bilmedigim konuda kirarim bir tarafimi susarim...<br />
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Oyle iste, garip bir gundu bugun, canim sIkkIn, bu ulkeden bunaldim,evime gidip kizima sarilmak istiyorum, annemler burda sonra, onlarla eglenmek istiyorum. Hadi ben kactim, bu ulke de kacsin bir yere!<br />
<br />burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-80949249994751150572014-01-29T18:51:00.005+01:002014-01-29T18:51:58.256+01:00Dedem, benim dedem<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Dun, ama 6
sene once dun, sen gittin, seni son gordugumun ustunden 6.5 sene gecti,
kahrolsun gurbet hayati. </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Seni her
ozledigimde aklima ayni gun geliyor biliyor musun, haziran 2007, babalar gunu.
Istanbuldaydim, annemlerle yemek yiyip Adem Baba’da ordan size gecmistik
sanirim. Teyzemler, dayimlar, hepimiz ordaydik. Aslinda herkes hep ordaydi da
bu sefer ben de gelebilmistim. Kucuk torunlar, ve buyuk torunlarin cocuklari
kosturuyordu bir kosede, sen mutlu mutlu, ailem ne kadar buyuk benim diyordun,
hepsi benim ailem. Anneannenle basbasa bir fotografimizi cek diyordun bana,
cektim de, cekmesine cektim de neden yaptirip vermedim eline bilmiyorum onu
iste </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:(</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Sonra en
sevdigin tatli vardi, herkes yeme sekerin diye hatirlatiyordu, sen ise
dinlemiyordun, iyi ki yemissin canim dedem. </span>Donup donup o gunu
yaziyorum, bilgisayarimda kayitli, burda da vardir kesin. O gun son gorusmemiz
degildi, ama son seyahatimdi Turkiye’ye sen gitmeden. Bir de cok mutluydun o
gun, herkes evine geldi diye, ben hepinizin babasiyim diye…</div>
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Sonra bir de sabahlari beni bekleyisin geliyor aklima,
camda, babam ise giderken beni size birakirken. Beni gorunce yuzundeki sevinc
dusuyor aklima, senin tepene cikisim, ben kafanin uzerine oturacagim diyisim,
sonra senin kucuk atolyene gidisimiz, sen tahtadan oyuncak yaparken seni
izledigim geliyor aklima. Cok mutlu bir yerdi benim icin atolyen. Sonra
apartmanin bahcesini duzenleyisimiz beraber, cicekler ekmen. <span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Ah ciceklerin, nasil unuturum, senin gibi guzel
bakamiyorum ciceklere, sen olu cicege can verir, diriltirdin. Senin torunun
tavla bilmiyor ve cicek bakamiyor, inanilmaz…</span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Sonra senin
hastane nefretin geliyor aklima, nasil gitmek istemedigin doktora, nasil beni
hastanede birakmayin deyisin, hic de yalniz kalmadin hastanede cok sukur, ama
hic de sevmedin, hep korktum senin hastanede olcegeinden, ayni senin gibi, cok
sukur ki evinde oldu. Anneannem demisti ki hissetmissin,</span><span lang="EN-US"> </span>“<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">ben
gidiyorum bugun” demissin, </span>“<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">ama kimseye soyleme, hastaneye goturmesinler beni”. </span>Annem de hic
aklinda yokken “bugun babama gitmeliyim” demis, kardesimi de goturmus zorla.
Iyi ki gitmisler, herkes gelmis o gun aslinda, baska sehirde yasiyan kardesin
bile. Sonra herkes bir buruk kaldi biliyor musun, hele anneannem! O sensiz
kalinca amacini kaybetti sanki. 1,5 sene once o da geldi yanina, di mi?</div>
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Bazen ruyalarimda gorusuyoruz, uzun zamandir gormedim seni
gerci. Ben cok mutlu oluyorum, seni gordum, hem de cok iyi gordum diye. Iyisin
di mi oralarda? Ailen iyi, seni ozluyor sadece, icimiz daha bir burkuluyor 28
ocakta, bir sene daha mi gecti onsuz diye. Ozlem azaliyor mu dersen, hayir, ama
ozleme alisiyor insan, herseye alistigi gibi… Canim dedem, cok ozledim ben seni…</div>
burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-40803264989900650982014-01-24T20:49:00.001+01:002014-01-24T20:49:23.278+01:00TGIF 7<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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Ve yine geldi gunum… yasasin Cuma! Bu haftasonu da calismam
gerek gecen haftaki gibin ama olsun. Yine de yasasin Cuma</div>
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<br /></div>
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Bakalim bugun ne geyikler yapacagiz sevgili okuyucu. Bu
hafta cok cabuk gecti sanki, aa dur sen bilmiyorusun tabi, ben bu ulkede para
kazanamiyorum gunluk. Yani bu ikinci isim, ilk isimde aralikta odeyecegiz
demislerdi, yok hala. Ikinci isimde de bak iki ay olacak nerdeyse baslayali,
evrak eksik hala odeyemiyorlar bir turlu maasimi, yok bakanlikta imzalayacak
amca istifa etmis falan filan, bahane hepsi. Yok yani biri ulkenin en buyuk
universitesi, oburu buyuk bir devlet kurumu, ama maasim yatmiyor ya! Ama ben
Sili’ye gidince bir sene calismak istemiyorumla kastettigim bu degildi. Gerci
ucaktan indikten 4 gun sonra basladim calismaya ama parami alamiyorum sayin
okuyucular, isyan bayragimdir bu benim ulkeye <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:)</span></span>
ayip yahu <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:)</span></span>
Haksiz miyim ama? Tamam bir gun verecekler hadi insallah, ama yok i-hi! Bir arkadasimin
dedigi gibi ac calis kopek moduna geciriyorlar beni! Diren kendim!</div>
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<br /></div>
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Bir de toplanip duruyoruz iki gundur, toplan toplan garip
geliyor bunyeme, akademik hayatin goturdukleri, senede 2 bolum toplantisi olur
tamam bitti! Co-authorunla toplanirsin, ama o da geyik olmaz o kadar, bu ne ya
gunde 2 kere toplan, hic, gereksiz <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:)</span></span>
Bir de ben bolumler arasi bir calismada yer alirken sikayet etmistim bu
toplantilardan cok, 2009 da. Uf kac sene gecmis 2009 dan bu yana, hayat!</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Bir de bu Guney Amerikalilar surekli birbirini cekistiriyor,
yok yanlis anlattim, yani mesela Sili’deyiz ya, oturup Arjantin’lileri, Peru’lulari
falan konusuyoruz yok soyleler boyleler diye. Bana ne kardesim :)<span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"></span></span> Gerci bilmiyorum, ben
uzayli gibi oldugum icin – orda bir ulke var cok uzakta, o ulke benim ulkem modu-
benimle ortak nokta olsun diye evdeki arjantinliye refereans olarak da olabilir.</div>
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<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
Tabi bir de benim simulasyonlar var, her goren ilk merhaba,
ikinci simulasyonlar nasil diyor. Benim icim simul simul simulasyon oldugundan,
500 kilo laptopu eve goturup gecenin yarilari simulasyonlari kontrol ettiginden
bu soruya pek sinir oluyorum. Bir de buraya yazayim sevgili okuyucu, sen oku
ben anlayayim: Kizim manyak misin, bu senin arastirman degil, corporate world,
ne manyak gibi gece 2 de kalkip simulasyon kontrol ediyon, aklin yok mu senin,
alla alla! Zaten maasini da vermiyolar, carparim simulasyonuna :) </div>
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<br /></div>
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Kac haftadir
simulasyon diye diye icini baydiysam okuyucu kusura bakma artik sen de. Zaten pazartesi
teslimi gerek basim icin, artik ne olduysa pazartesiye kadar!<span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"></span></span> <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span>Sonra artik zevk icin yaparim simulasyon, zira
bagisiklik yapti, ve ben oys den sonraki sabah kalkip test cozmus bir manyagim!
Neyse ki doktora tezini savunduktan sonra ustunde calismak manyaklik degil
gereklilik sayiliyor <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:)</span></span>
Yalniz su sapsal simulasyonlari tezimle kiyasladim ya, yuh bana be!</div>
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Mini not, sevgili okuyucu, oys nin ne oldugunu bilmeyecek
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burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-7886854677866519612014-01-17T19:16:00.001+01:002014-01-17T19:16:15.387+01:00TGIF 6<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Merhaba
sevgili okuyucu,</span></div>
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Cuma geyigi bolumumuze hos geldin, hic ses vermesen de orda
olman cok guzel, seviniyorum. Bu haftanin naisl gectigini anlamadigimdan
bugunun Cuma olduguna da pek inanmiyorum ben, ondan geyik potansiyelim dusuk
olabilir bugun. .</div>
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<br /></div>
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Ben inat bir insanimdir aslinda blogcum, inadimdan da zor
donerim. Her seye inat etmem, ama ettim mi de vay halime. Mesela 1989 yasinda
tasindik biz, baska bir sehre. Ben ilkokul 4’de basladim o sene. <span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Tasinmam dedim ama is guc, annemler
ne yapsindi. Neyse, oldu bitti tasindik. Okulda da o sene ilimizi taniyalim
falan fisman bir seyler ogreniyoruz. Ben de bir inat her seferinde uzerine
bastira bastira ILINIZI taniyalim diyorum, iliniz soyle, iliniz boyle
falan.Ogretmenim – ki kendisini cok ama cok severim, universiteyi bitirene
kadar her ogretmenler gununde konustuk, sonra ben Amerikanya’ya gidince koptu-
diyor kizim ilimiz desene, sen de burda yasiyon, yok dedim, i-hi, demem ilimiz
falan. Benim degil, hic bir alakam yok, geciyordum ugradim ben. Neyse, 3 sene
yasadik orda, ordan arkadaslarimla gorusuyorum hala, cok ama cok guzel gunler
gecirdik, Fbdaki arkadaslarimin azimsanmayacak kismi o donemden 9-12 yas arasi.
Ayrica, orda ben activist ruhumu buldum, sehri kirletmeyin kampanyalari falan
baslattik, dergilere falan ciktik, neyse, onca sey oldu, ben 3 sene ILINIZ
dedim.</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Simdi sevgili
dostlar, 9 yasindaki ben gibi, 34’e 2 ay kala (ana, bu sene Istanbul oluyorum </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"> ) ben inatla bura benim degil diyorum, simdi
tabi haliyle<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>elalemin ulkesi, benim
degil de, bu sefer de bana ne sevmicem ben burayi inadim var, sevmicem iste
sevmicem derken buluyorum kendimi. </span>Hani sevilecek de pek bir yani yok
buranin, o ayri, ama inada da gerek yok, di mi ama? HAyir inat edince yarin
tasi taragi tolayip tasinacak da degiliz. Olmuyo bu isler boyle.</div>
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<br /></div>
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Siz ne dersiniz bakalim? Siz de inat ediyor musunuz sevmicem
diye bazen?</div>
burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-29817706367538672892014-01-11T18:07:00.000+01:002014-01-11T18:07:00.484+01:00Random wordsBayan epsilonun ilk cumlesi olarak tarihe gecsin dedim, gerci bir yuklemi yok ama derdini anlatti cocugum<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">
"Anne, dede mooo"</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
Siz anladiniz mi ne demek istedigini?</div>
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Bir de ilk gereklilik disi kelimesi, gereklilik disi derken, no, anne, papa, dede, anane, pepee :), meme, mama, gel, git disi, agac dedi, Turkce. Bir de dil sayiyoruz tabi, agac dedi agac resmi gosterip, sevindik :) ama ben daha cok, benim dilimde cunku :)</div>
burcuhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06620727222764378513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3774107729874670924.post-13445327992964701702014-01-10T18:02:00.000+01:002014-01-10T18:02:03.090+01:00TGIF 5Sevgili okuyucu, bu tgif olmasa benim yazacagim yok valla.Calis kopek modunda oldugumuzdan kac gundur nefes almadan calisiyoruz bakalim, ama bugun yeter dedi bunyem. Ben de cekmecemdeki bonibonlari yedim guzelce.<br />
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Hatirliyor musunuz ciki ciki bonibon reklamini, her kutudan harf cikardi, hala cikiyor sanirim, onlardan fal tutardik, a X cikti, adi X ile baslayan biri var falan diye, cocukluk iste. Annem nefret ederdi bonibondan, boyali sey o, yemeyin derdi, gizli gizli alirdim ben - bayan epsilon, okuma ogrenip de burda geziyorsan, sen okuma bunlari cocugum, anne yeme dedi mi vardir bir bildigi, yemez oyle gizli gizli, tamam mi?<br />
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Annem bir de cips yememize kizardi - Epsilonum birtanem, okuma dedim, okuma :) - o zaman milyon cesit cips yok tabi, tombi vardi yesil paket fistik aromali, kirmizi paket findik. Bayilirdim! Simdi yesil paket hala var, fistikli, ama adi baska tabi. Her Turkiye'ye gittigimde paket paket alip yiyorum. Mr. l, benim cips aldirtmam da yedirtmem de donemimde hayatima girdiginden anlam veremiyor bu askima, ama sen anladin di mi? Cocuklugum o benim. Cocuklugum diyince, bak ne geldi aklima! Leblebi tozu! Okul cikisinda guzel guzel alip yenilen cinsten :) Icinde ne varsa artik! Annem bunu da yedirtmezdi, gizli yenenlerden. Okul cikisina gelen sekerci amcadan alirdim servise binmeden. Annem derdi, alma, ben sana yapacagim, yapardi da leblebileri havanda dovup, seker katarak. Tadi hic benzemezdi okul onundekine, sasirmiyoruz tabi!<br />
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Bir de bizim servisci amca cum.aya giderdi, bizi serviste birakip. Bak sen, oyle park ederdi arabayi caminin oraya, cum.aya giderdi, bizim basimizda kimse yok, oyle bos bos oturuyoruz. Goztepe'de Tutuncu Mehmet Efendi'de. Hepimiz ilk okul cocugu, cikip gitsek gideriz. Hic birimiz de soylememisiz demek ki ailelerimize, ya da simdiki gibi onem vermemis aileler, bilemem. Kazara buyumusuz zaten bakarsan.<br />
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Bir kere ben anneme cicek alicam diye tutturmustum, evlilik yildonumleriydi. Servisci amcayi cicekci onunde durdurmustum, alip gelmistim bak, birinci siniftaydim sanirim. Minibus caddesindeki Sa.buncakis di cicekci de. Adam durmam, herkesi evine birakmam lazim diyordu, ben de bana ne almam lazim diyordum, servisteki herkes katilmisti bana da almistim cicegimi. Adama bak, bizi bekletiyo cuma da ben cicek alamiyorum, neyse, almistim.<br />
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Bir kere de hatirliyorum cumaydi herhalde, ayni apartmandan bir cocukla cok oldu bu biz eve yuruyecegiz diye inmistik. Tabi eve giden bildigimiz tek yol servis yolu, yani milletin evinden gece gece gidilen yol. Neyse, servis gelmis apartmana, baska cocuk da vardi, onlar inmis biz iki bucur yok, anneler telasta.Sofor demis yok sizinkiler. Sorumsuzluga bak sen simdi :) Annemler dokulmus yola bizi aramaya, benim kardes de bebek. 1-2 yasinda. Neyse, biz tin tin gelmistik eve.<br />
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Bir bonibondan nerelere geldik bakarmisiniz. Bayan epsilon, sen okumadin bunlari di mi? Bak hala okuyorsan, yok canim, gercek degil bunlar, saka, inanmazsan ananene sor. Ben annemin sozunden hic cikmadim kucukken, tamam mi birtanem? Optum!<br />
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">ODTU
gunlerimde carsinin (Besiktas degil, ODTU </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"> ) girisinde bir nes.cafe reklami
vardi, calculus kitaplari dizilmis ustuste, uykusuz her gece yaziyor, bir kavanoz
da nes.cafe! Sebnem, oske hatirladiniz mi?</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">O gunlerde
ocakta cayim, bir de elimin altinda nes.cafe kavanozum olurdu, cayi buyuk su
bardaginda icerdim (Bir de buzlukta sarilmis peynirli sigara boregim, bir de
kutu kutu sekerim olurdu hazirda), komforluymus yurt hayatim canim </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:)</span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Sekil 1a ya
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Bayan
epsilon’un babasi, a.k.a. mr l, hayatima girdiginden beri boyle kahveler icemez
olmustum dostlar, malum damarlarindaki italyan kani bir kotu kahveyi, iki al
dante olmayan makarnayi, 3 pizza hut i kaldirmiyor, yemiyor, yedirtmiyor </span><span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:) </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Hal boyleyken, evde hep guzel bir espresso
makinasi eslik etti bize. Velakin Sili nes.cafeci bir ulke, evde yine kahve
guzel o ayri, ama is yerinde i-hi yok, boyleyken bole sayin okuyucu, ben geri dondum
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<span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Madem geyik
maksat, sevgili okuyucu, sen sensi.tive meat.ball ne biliyor musun? (Bir arkadasim
Turkiye’de bir restoranin Ingilizce menusunde gormus )Olsa da yesek aksama </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"> Gecen Cuma haydari sayikliyordum,
bugun icli kofte… </span>Otur da yap mi dediniz? Siz de pek acimasizsiniz
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2013 diyince aklima gelen cok sey var aslinda. Bizim tasinma
yilimiz Sili’ye, bakarsin 2014 de geri gitme yili olur hayirlisiyla <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">:)</span></span></div>
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Tasinmayi hic sevmedigimi biliyordum aslinda, ama Sili’ye
tasinmayi daha bir sevmedim. Yokda bir suru sey kayboldu, aslinda cok degil,
ama onemli, kizimin baby book’u mesela, sonra ona yazilan kartlar, sonra
annemin senelerdir sakladigi bir sus esyasinin yarisi… Benim bicaklarim da
kayboldu mesela, ama onlar yerine konur nasilsa, onemli olan manevi degeri
olanlardi.</div>
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Yoruldum 2013 de ben, ugrasmaktan, bikkin dustum, ama
kalktim ayaga, sevdiklerime sahip olduklarima sukredip. Oyle cok bir sey
yasamadim aslinda, ama yoruldum tasinma islerinden, istemedigim bir seyi yapmak
zorunda olmaktan, yine yeniden yeni bir ulkeye alismaya calismaktan,
Ispanyolcadan.</div>
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Ben daha bir anne oldum, daha cok ogrendim benim icin onemli
olan degerleri, neden vazgecip, neden gecemeyecegimi. Yeni korkular sardi beni,
hic bilmedigim, kimileri de bildigim, ama bu derece korkabilecegimi tahmin bile
edemedigim. Anne olunca anlarsinlari daha da anladim, kizim buyudukce de daha
cok anlayacagim sanirim. </div>
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Sonra akademik dunyadan ayrildim, yeni bir isim var artik,
butun gun kizimdan ayri olmayi ogrendim, ve bunu pek sevmedigimi. Yeni isimi de
pek seviyorum sayilmaz, “hanging in there” olayi bu oldukca, ya da “bana ne,
bana ne sevmicem iste” inadi, zaman gosterecek.</div>
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2013’de ailemle cok vakit gecirdim, cok sevindim, beraber
olmadigimiz zamanlar ozlemlerle gecti her zaman ki gibi, ama olsundu, onemli
olan beraber zamanlarin tadini cikarmak! Aileye daha da bir duser oldum,
ozledim hepsini, burnumda tutuyorlar. Ozlem de sevmeye dair degil mi? Yani bu
kadar ozleyecek sevdigimizin olmasi da bir guzelligi degil mi hayatin?
Canlarim, iyi ki varlar, ailem, arkadaslarim, tum sevdiklerim! <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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Tabi bir de Gezi oldu 2013’de. Ulkece cok degisik bir donem
gecirdik biz, hala daha devam ediyor. Facebook ve twittersiz yasayamadik, umut
dolduk, sinir dolduk, agladik kimi zaman sevincten, kimi zaman da yuregimizi
daglayan uzuntuden. <span lang="EN-US" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Gencecik
fidanlar gitti, bir cocuk DOVE DOVE olduruldu. Bir halk uyandi, bir kismi
uyuyakaldi. Biz degistik, sen, ben, hayatinda eylem nedir bilmemis, fikirleri
olan, ama apolitige yakinca, medyayla uyutulmus biz, degistik. 2013 de
degisebilecegimizi ogrendik, limitlerimizi tanidik, gaz bombasi yiyerek nasil
insanca birbirine yardim edilir ogrendik, ogrettik. </span>Dunyanin bir ucundan
duygu seli ile izledim herseyi, hepsini. Gezi esittir umut bende, hayata dair, gelecege dair. Benim
umudum var! </div>
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2014’de hersey daha guzel olacak, cok guzel olacak, di mi?
Hepimiz icin, ulkemiz icin, dunyamiz icin, baris icin, adalet icin, saglik icin,
mutluluk icin SEREFE!</div>
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